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Kaitlynzq
Kaitlynzq and I met on social media and because of our mutual love of poetry.
Author Bio
My fictional stories are written from the
inside view
of a character’s interior heart-that
beautiful, vulnerable, intimate space
feelings, desires, needs, dreams
a blend of
delicate feather ripples of heart waves
needs, feelings, dreams, desires
quiet, gentle heart strings
tender, continuous
soft, vulnerable air mist
circles, weaves to caress
a sonic sea of heart’s breath
Woven into audio books that are recorded in my voice with a medley of music as a heart’s wave into downloadable mp3 files; audio plays adapted from the audio books, and layered into pdf files like a heart’s song; audio poems that are multiple poems designed to connect to form a story as a heart’s breath; and audio sets that are sets of these interconnected stories with elements from each story that interweave in one another as heart’s wave, heart’s song, heart’s breath.
Tell us about yourself.
It’s been wonderful to connect with Eileen, and I appreciate the opportunity to share more about what I do with all of you. Since my bio is already provided, I thought I would expand upon some of what touches me that in one form, or another finds its way into my writing.
The following words are part of the textures that are included in a poem I wrote several years ago
….A lake rests among majestic hills
And reflects the tranquil place of my mind…
These words, when I read them now remind me of times when I’ve been hiking in the mountains, and the clouds, fog and mist are resting below my feet, and gathered in a way that somehow looks like a calm body of water is nestled within the mountain range.
I find nature’s unique moments so fascinating and inspirational. Sometimes, tears like waterfalls come from the well inside of me that is unknown, but felt.
If you would like to read this poem, as well as more prose & poetry, these links lead to the posts on my blog & audio streams
https://kaitlynzq.com/blog/a-poem-in-a-tranquil-internal-rhythm-by-kaitlynzq
https://kaitlynzq.com/blog?tag=more+prose+%26+poetry#show-archive
When did you know you wanted to be an author?
Feels like I knew before I was born
What genres do you like to read? Are these the same genres you write in?
I love adult literary fiction, poetry and romance, and these are the same genres that I write in.
Is your book for adults, young adults or children?
My books are created for adults.
What is your current release or project?
Ancient Script of Lovecontu audio poem is a story that revealed itself to me one poetic layer within another of feelings, needs, desires, dreams. Like the title as whispers of heart beats from within.
And, it is the depth of a heart’s beautiful, vulnerable, intimate space that is held inside of the multiple poems that interconnect to form the story of Ancient Script of Lovecontu.
Desires that stir the spectrum of emotions, expression of needs that walk delicately with the companion of uncertainty, touches like flowers as more is revealed, and all with the chord of lovecontu as a stream of words.
This audio poem is included in the series of interconnected stories Lovecontu Song de Light Lovecontu. A series that interweaves interior elements from the stories together like gentle hugs to one’s heart from Ancient Script of Lovecontu audio poem, a vocal surround of unique instrumental notes from Legend of Song de Light audio book, layers of quiet a cappella from inside Legend of Song de Light audio play, to petal soft pink glows that hum throughout the hours held within Lovecontu Song de Light Lovecontu audio set. .
Tell us about the key characters
The key character is a lady whose name is heard within a poem. And, sensory experiences of her emotions expressed in nature’s rhythmic qualities, with love as the undercurrent, to natural connections.
What is your blurb or synopsis of the book?
This link will guide you to the vocal synopsis for Ancient Script of Lovecontu audio poem
Share an excerpt .
An excerpt of a poem from inside Ancient Script of Lovecontu audio poem
A
hamster to and fro
One corner to the next
Faster and faster with each step
Blind to what’s around it
Now bruised every which way
Oh, actually, that’s how I’m feeling
A
breeze, melodic in pace
Caresses around me
As a cocoon of soft cashmere
Oh, actually, that’s how I’m feeling
Jackhammer
blasts through the air
Ricocheting past every decibel level
Breaking glass splinters to the ground
Immeasurable chaos
Oh, actually, that’s how I’m feeling
Smooth
luxury blesses my tongue
Sprinkles with surprises of heaven
As nature’s bounty moves in celebration through my body
Oh, actually, that’s how I’m feeling
Honeysuckle
saunters in through the screen
To remind me of spring
Accompanied by daffodils sweet aroma
With a promise of what is to come
Oh, actually, that’s how I’m feeling
Feelings
to experience,
To allow,
To decode
Feelings
as reminders of being alive
And under them all
Hear spirit’s whisper,
“I care about you”
“I care about you.”
To hear the vocal recording of this poem as recorded within the story of Ancient Script of Lovecontu audio poem, please select this video https://youtu.be/Z6KhCkH0izY A video that holds a special extension of an integral stream.
Do you have a favorite scene?
One of my favorite scenes is the following stanza that is included in the excerpt:
A moment I personally would like repeated in all of my days. A scene that holds so many variations, and are part of the inspiration for this story. My own dreams, needs, feelings, desires held in many ways within the words that make the layers of this stanza.
A
breeze, melodic in pace
Caresses around me
As a cocoon of soft cashmere
What advice would you give a beginner?
Something that helps me when I am staring at the center of uncertainty is to re-read, and re-read good reviews of my books. They can be like blankets of reminders to continue writing.
Website
Social Media
blog & audio streams
blog: https://kaitlynzq.com/blog/
audio streams: https://soundcloud.com/kaitlynzq
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Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/18554610.Kaitlynzq
The Child of Happiness
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I’ve got a poem called Take a Moment and it is about rushing around dealing with the chaos of daily life but remembering to stop and take a moment to enjoy what is and what you have. I’ve been feeling very unproductive when it comes to my writing. I know I’ve been writing up a storm but for some reason I’m not feeling like I’m accomplishing all that I should.
It sounds silly, even as I write this I feel a bit foolish for feeling this way. However, I have been feeling like I’m not getting myself out there enough. I’ve not been submitting articles, stories, or poetry as much as I would like. I’m also not marketing my work as much as I would like.
I work my day job and come home to spend a little time with Ken before he goes to bed. I spend the rest of my evenings working on writing of some sort. I’m just not getting the things I mentioned done. I’ve been writing and editing like mad.
A couple days ago, I was feeling pretty negative about my writing and my accomplishments. I had to “take a moment” because I have been so busy dealing with the chaos of my life, I’ve forgotten to look at all that I have accomplished.
Here is my poem and my reminder to be gentle with yourself and take a moment to realize how much you do… I think we all need a reminder of that – I know I do.
Take A Moment
Alarm rings, crawl out of bed,
Rush through a shower, breakfast, last minute chores
Scurry out the door, dropping kids at school or work
Charge through the day, watching the clock wish it to be
Break time, lunch time, quitting time
Hurry home to make dinner
Mother and wife the family,
Dishes, bills, homework, college info, counsel kids
Be everything to everyone.
STOP!
Take a moment to watch
The squirrels scamper and chase
Across the yard
Take a moment to hear
The birds singing with joy
For the new day
Take a moment to smell
The soothing scents of flowers
Blooming in season
Take a moment to feel the breeze
Toying gently with your hair
Twisting and tangling it
Take a moment to taste
A crisp green apple picked
Fresh from the tree
Take a moment…
Full Moon
August is the beginning of harvesting. It is time to start gathering up what has been planted and grown all year. The full moon, which is fast approaching, is about sharing the fruits of your labors.
With the waxing moon it is a build up of energy towards the full moon. It is about getting prepared to share what you have been doing and what you have accomplished. As the energy shifts to the full moon, I’m starting to feel pressure to accomplish more.
While I’ve been working on the creative story telling since the waning moon last month, I’m starting to feel the pressure to get some of the other things done on my list. I have the third poetry book to finish selecting the poems, finalize the cover, work on the Defenders series, marketing tasks like press releases and a myriad of other things.
This is the time when my energy becomes more frenzied with getting things done. I usually feel like I’m not getting enough done and then when the full moon is full force I’m overwhelmed with all the energy.
From the waning moon in July until now, I’ve been working on a story. It is now over 83,000 words and I’m down to a final scene. It is the culminating battle which is going to have a lot of layers to it. I know what I want to happen but I’m struggling with getting it on paper. One of the things I feel I need to do is map it out. I’ve done this with other battle scenes. Seeing on paper where people are in connection with each other and the landscapes helps me get it down on paper.
I’m hoping to write the final scene, or section really as there will be a lot of little scenes within this last part, before the full moon. I feel like it is the culmination of the dark moon energy that needs to be done by then. I’ve got all the components it is just a matter of getting it all down on paper. It will mean I’ve gotten a rough draft of a novel done in just about three weeks.
Rough draft is one thing. There are about a thousand steps from the rough draft to publication but I think this is a good start on this project. I’m looking forward to seeing it through. I guess I’m harvesting a novel with this full moon.
Poetry
A good chunk of my day yesterday was spent trying to figure out the order the poems for my next poetry book should go in. It sounds like a simple task – just choose what order seems to make the most sense.
It isn’t that simple. For one thing, I’m not always the best judge of my poems. I tend to be very critical of my own work. One thing that helps is to hear them out loud. It helps me hear whether they flow well or not. That is completely subjective on my part.
I spent a lot of time trying to figure out categories. Once I separated them into categories, then I had to figure out what order they had to in. I have favorites. I always have favorites so it is hard for me to let go of one even if it doesn’t fit. I like it so much I want to share. But I have to look at the overall book. Is this favorite poem of mine going to enhance the book? If it isn’t then I shouldn’t include it.
I called Vicki to grumble my way through a few decisions. She is much more objective and being a librarian she can give me a perspective of other books. Plus she isn’t afraid to tell me I’m wrong.
The order for the next poetry book is set for now. Sometimes when I’m working with the electronic file I find that oh hey this one actually goes really well with this group rather than the one I’d stuck it in.
In addition to working on the poetry book, I worked on one of my crochet experiments. I also started a crochet spreadsheet. I’ve always wanted to have a record of what I’ve crocheted plus Vicki was nagging at me about it so I started a spreadsheet. She wants me to write a crochet book but I don’t feel I’m in a place where I can do that. The spreadsheet will help me see how many of my own patterns I’m creating and also get me taking pictures of my projects (hopefully better ones than I normally do). If I find that I’m making up more of my own projects then I might work on a book.
I could try doing the afghan contest that Herrschner’s has every year. I’ve thought about it in the past but I don’t like that they get to copyright on the pattern. However, if I were going to go into writing craft books, it would be a good credit to add to my portfolio, especially if I won.
It is summer and if you are looking for some good books to read check out mine:
Secret Past – a romance novel full of adventure, mystery, and romance
Available on Barnes and Nobles:
http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/secret-past-eileen-troemel/1119169953?ean=9781499159868
Available for sale at:https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/426548
Available on Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/Secret-Past-Eileen-Troemel-ebook/dp/B00JL38Z7C/ref=la_B00JL4PEJ8_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1398097355&sr=1-1
Moon Affirmations – Daily Meditations Using the Moon Phase to Focus Your Energy
Available for sale at:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/432900
Available on Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/Moon-Affirmations-Daily-Meditations-Energy-ebook/dp/B00K08TF3K/ref=sr_1_5?ie=UTF8&qid=1398791925&sr=8-5&keywords=moon+affirmations
Available on Barnes and Nobles:http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/moon-affirmations-eileen-troemel/1119387496?ean=2940045859738
Moments in Nature – poems inspired by the power and awe of the nature around us
Available at Barnes & Nobles:http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/moments-in-nature-eileen-troemel/1119566668?ean=2940045940085
Available at:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/437602
Available on Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/Moments-Nature-Eileen-Troemel-ebook/dp/B00KBFOWSK/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1400077630&sr=8-1&keywords=moments+in+nature
Moments in Nature in Paperback!
My first poetry book is now available in paperback. I’m very excited about this one because it is an expression of how nature affects me on a deeper level.
Nature inspires me. I watch it wash over all of us and how we all react to it. It doesn’t matter whether it is the season or the daily weather. It affects people’s moods and attitude towards everything. It is awe inspiring and moves me regularly to put into words the affect it has on me.
In reading my poetry, you will find some rhyming poems but not too often. Generally they are more free form and less structured. I do like Haiku format which there are a few in this book. Haiku is an ironic poem with a set format. They are fun – at least I think so.
The cover for this book was shot by Suzanne Inez Jaillet-Isham. It is from one of her hiking trips down into the Grand Canyon. When she shares her photography, I get to go to places I wouldn’t normally be able to go. I truly appreciate her skills as a photographer. More of her work is on display on YouTube, just search for LilyAZ to see more of her work.
Moments in Nature
Since the late 90s, I’ve been jotting poems down in all sorts of places and at all sorts of times. Some of these have been published (see my credits page and my poetry page). Poetry for me is something I get in a flash. It is a word or phrase that sticks in my head and won’t go away until I write it down which of course leads to more words. Poetry is experiencing some moment in my life whether in nature, life, or spiritual.
After years of gathering these poems, I’ve decided to share these moments. In looking at my two binders full of poetry, I picked out the nature ones first. These are generally positive, uplifting, and descriptive. They are about what I’ve seen or experienced while out in nature.
Over time I plan to do more books of my poetry to make a series incorporating different aspects like spiritual moments, and moments in life. Please go check out my latest publication.
Moments in Nature is available:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/437602
Available on Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/Moments-Nature-Eileen-Troemel-ebook/dp/B00KBFOWSK/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1400077630&sr=8-1&keywords=moments+in+nature
Damn that Inner Critic
Poetry is personal. My short stories, novels, essays, while personal aren’t a microcsope of how I was feeling in a particular moment. My poetry is an insight into how I was feeling in one particular moment. It exposes sometimes raw emotion to whoever reads it.
In many ways this is what makes it good (and dare I hope great) poetry. I’ve been working on gathering up my poetry to publish. I think I’ll have a few volumes of it. I have two large binders full to choose from so I think I can come up with a couple different. The first step for me in gathering my poetry was of course to go through to make sure all my files matched up – my binder with my spreadsheet of poetry with the actual typed files of poetry.
As a writer, I have to tap into personal feelings often. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve cried or laughed or gotten angry while I wrote a scene. When I write my poems, I literally scrawl down my feelings – raw and real – that I’m having in a whatever moment is going around me. Sometimes this is the beautiful scene outside my window. Sometimes it is a social injustice I am railing against. Sometimes it is just a magical moment that needs to be remembered.
As I was working on cleaning it up last night and looking through my work I started to hear that nagging annoying inner voice telling me the poetry wasn’t up to par and I should pick something else to publish. I trust my instincts. This grumbling voice is not connected to my instincts. It is connected to my wish to remain private and protected. If I share the poems then people will know what I think and what I feel. This is dangerous because I am opening these thoughts and feeling to ridicule or rejection.
Now if I could just use some duct tape on this inner critic I would be in much better shape but I can’t. She pops up when I least expect her. Fortunately I’m very familiar with her tricks and tantrums. Last night when I heard that voice telling me I shouldn’t publish my poetry it hit me hard as I was very excited about this project. I’m working on the cover and thinking about how I want to organize it all. The details are all in my head and I just need time to get it together.
There I was working on the first step and my inner critic starts in with that poem isn’t good enough or who is going to be interested in this. It made me pause. It made me pause long enough to turn the page and look at a different poem and know I need to share. Not every poem in my two binders is good enough to be published. Some just don’t have the depth or are too personal. There are many reasons to reject them but there are just as many that are worth sharing. The sentiment in the poems will touch people I believe. For that reason, I need to share them.
I’ll work on shoving that inner critic into the back of the closet in my head. I’ll work on the poetry books and will let the readers be the judge. All I can do is put the work out and let the readers decide.
Moon Affirmations
Available for sale at:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/432900
Available on Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/Moon-Affirmations-Daily-Meditations-Energy-ebook/dp/B00K08TF3K/ref=sr_1_5?ie=UTF8&qid=1398791925&sr=8-5&keywords=moon+affirmations
Available on Barnes and Nobles:http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/moon-affirmations-eileen-troemel/1119387496?ean=2940045859738
Secret Past
Available on Barnes and Nobles:
http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/secret-past-eileen-troemel/1119169953?ean=9781499159868
Available for sale at:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/426548
Available on Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/Secret-Past-Eileen-Troemel-ebook/dp/B00JL38Z7C/ref=la_B00JL4PEJ8_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1398097355&sr=1-1